Maybe? Maybe Not?It depends?

It is HARD to keep things inside you. It is also HARD to let things out. Why? Because you know you’re gonna hurt people’s feelings. But eventually there will come a time that you need to let everything out of your chest. You have to let it all out, or you’ll just be the only one to suffer.

My Papa always tells me to always be patient and always be understanding, and to always put myself in other people’s shoes. I always do. Though not all the time and not perfectly, I always try to do it. Always controlling what comes out my mouth.

Even when people tells bad things about me, I keep my mouth shut, because I always try to understand why they do and say things like that.

Isn’t it UNFAIR?

“Do not treat others in ways you would not like to be treated”- Confucius Golden Rule

Always trying to treat people with respect. Always understanding people. Always controlling  myself for the sake of other people.  BUT THE GOLDEN RULE DOESN’T SEEM TO WORK. People pay you back, but with things you least deserve. :’(

People here in our town are used to seeing me with a SMILE ON MY FACE! Always.

They even ask me how I have fun with corny jokes and simple things.

They are used to seeing me laughing and talking.

THAT’S WHY WHENEVER I LOOK GLOOMY AND SAD, THEY GET CURIOUS.

Then, ALL OF THEM will ask me the same question OVER and OVER AGAIN.

“What’s wrong KC?”

Sometimes, I answer their question.

Most of the time, I don’t want to talk.

And that would be rude, so, when I don’t feel good,

I ALWAYS FAKE A SMILE.

To make it seem that nothings wrong.

TO AVOID ANSWERING QUESTIONS.

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“Don’t explain your feelings, they’re yours.” – Paulo Coelho

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Do you know a better thing to do, whenever you feel that way?

P.S.

I miss writing long blogs. I miss you wordpress people!!!

I’ll try to be back♥

December 8, 2009

I AM, RIGHT THIS VERY MOMENT,

FIGHTING TEARS BACK FROM MY TEAR DUCT.

:’(

“DON’T FLOW” - I told my tears.

“BECAUSE IF YOU DO,

WE WILL BOTH CRY IN VAIN.

YOU DON’T WANT THAT,

DO YOU?”

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I am going through my old journal.

and I am amaze (I think it is absurd and funny actually!) how I talk to myself.

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“THE MOST IMPORTANT CONVERSATION

YOU’LL HAVE IS

THE ONE YOU’LL HAVE TO YOURSELF”

–> I forgot who quoted this. I f you know, please write it in the comment box below

How could you say we are alike?

When you are love and I am not

Whisper a word – all ears on you

But ears are deaf when so I do

All at once, you talk, they trust

But when I do, Recheck – they have to

You walk in, they say hi

I do too, and they say bye

Oh! my world looks so unfair

Or is it just me who feels unfair?

P.S.

Middle Child Syndrome. Just wanted to share.

I hate it when the atmosphere is quiet

Because it is when my head is loudest -

Loud with thoughts

I don’t want to hear

Then my heart beats pain

And tears flow constantly, uncontrollably.

P.S.

Now this is a poem. My heartfelt poem.

♥update:

if you were following my blog you may  have noticed that i also wrote a poem about loving Silence. Contradiction? NO. There are times when the place is quiet and when my mind embraces the quietness, then my thoughts are filled with beautiful and relaxing things. But there are times that my mind don’t just go with the flow – that’s when I am filled with thoughts I don’t wish existed.

just so you know

If a child lives with CRITICISM,

He learns to CONDEMN.

If a child lives with HOSTILITY,

He learns to FIGHT.

If a child lives with RIDICULE,

He learns to be SHY.

If a child lives with TOLERANCE,

He learns to be PATIENT.

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If a child lives with ENCOURAGEMENT,

He learns CONFIDENCE.

If a child lives with PRAISE,

He learns to APPRECIATE.

If a child lives with FAIRNESS,

He learns JUSTICE.

If a child lives with SECURITY,

He learns to have FAITH.

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If a child lives with APPROVAL,

He learns to LIKE HIMSELF.

If a child lives with ACCEPTANCE and FRIENDSHIP,

He learns to FIND LOVE in the world.

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—this POEM was given to me for like 7 years ago, and was kept in my stack of notes for years. it is very refreshing and also fun to find my notes years and years ago. and there are also these poems and some notes about whatever and some caricatures of my Prof. (sorry!lol). reading my own thoughts and notes before is fun. it made my day!

—me, posting this POEM is inspired by

jason.brooks.stansel

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It is funny how ironic the world is.

“You see real people, so they are tangible, you join them, converse with them and mingle with them, but you can’t really feel them.

“And there are those people you don’t see (like my friends on the cyberspace, especially on wordpress), so they are intangible, your conversation starts, you share your thoughts, although you walk different horizons, you can feel that you are always connected with them. You can’t even touch or see  them, but you can definitely feel them.”

-KcJacinto89

[that is my thought today!]

I had been thinking of new ideas to post on this BLOG, but I couldn’t think of anything.

I am a collector of inspirational and phenomenal quotations from different artists and philosophers, i actually maintain a small book where i jot down all the quotes which i like. And I just wanted to share to you WORDPRESS PALS – this ONE quote (my favorite) from the most FAMOUS SCIENTIST in the whole WORLD….

dandandandandandandandandan!!!!!!!!!!

“ALBERT EINSTEN”

“I believe in intuition and inspiration. At times I feel certain that I am right while not knowing the reason. Imagination is more important than knowledge, because knowledge is limited, whereas IMAGINATION EMBRACES THE ENTIRE WORLD.”

———-i love Einstein!——-

Silence is ecstacy

It revives my soul

Brings music to my ear

Silence surrounds my mind

with thoughts that I wish to exist

Helps me escape the cruelties of life

They say silence is loneliness….

But not for me

It is my SEVENTH HEAVEN

by: Kc Jacinto

sHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!