HUGE Mistake!
June 16, 2009
I am a blogger who wants other people to read my blog.. who doesn’t?
BUT … for me, not all people should see it. I love checking my Stats because I can see how many readers have read or just hit on my blog. I was blogging for almost 4 years from now but mostly, the things that I write and blog are not “intended” for my acquaintances and family and relatives to read.
Why?
There are things that I wanted to shout about and tell every other people how I feel and think about something which matters or not to me. Things that I wanted to let out of my chest BUT I don’t want any member of my family to read it. Ironic, isn’t it? I want other people who I don’t completely know to see, read and understand and even criticize my thoughts and feelings BUT not those peoople who see me personally and know me truly.
The reason why I love blogging is because I don’t have a confidant. NOTE: I am not a lonesome girl..I have a lot of friends, I go out and hang out regularly, and I love to socialize…always.. BUT I can’t let myself to tell someone which is very close to me, to tell what I really feel.
and i made a HUGE HUGE MISTAKE….
of posting my blog URL on my friendster account – the time i realized the mistake i made … one of my cousin have read it..
i have so many BUTS, maybe i should change and just be proud of what i write although they would see it… because if i stopped blogging my world will turn dull, and dead…
i’m starting to feel weird because maybe i am the only blogger who feel and think this way..
now..im thinking, what is really the HUGE MISTAKE???
June 17, 2009 at 5:10 am
Don’t worry..you are not the only one…I once posted my own thoughts like that about my break up like that, the next thing I know my boyfriend’s parents were at my door.. I also got to know he was cheating on me because his other gf commented on it too…I don’t know how his parents saw it..Sometimes things you do gives you unexpected results..But what matters is, how YOU felt when you were writing it…
June 17, 2009 at 10:26 pm
glad to see i’m not the only one…:) i am trying to accept now that everyone could read my blogs and even my kinship and other people who knows me..it’s kinda embarrassing to me, but..it’ll be not next time..you are so right!what important is the feelings we have when we wrote it.:)
June 21, 2009 at 1:46 am
I understand where you are coming from on this because i’ve had two previous wordpress accounts that i never let anyone i know personally know about but realized I was still censoring myself as if one of them my have been.
So I decided to start another one, and it’s posted on my facebook… now I can write what I want without fear of someone finding it and accusing me of hiding it.
But that’s just me… I’m weird. ::Shrugs::