How Did We Became Friends Again?

This is something that I always find nothing to answer.

I just don’t know. It just happened.

When I was with my friends, we talked about the present, future, and the PAST.

And there is this one question I couldn’t answer -

All I did is answer with a question too -

“OH YES! HOW DID WE BECAME FRIENDS?”

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Friendship is a very powerful thing. It happens when it suppose to happen or it just happens. I don’t choose my friends, my friends didn’t choose me either. And we couldn’t find out how we became friends.

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So, how did you became friends?

Paranormal Activity Movie Hang-Over

I watched PARANORMAL ACTIVITY, days and days and days ago…

Guess what? I can’t sleep without the LIGHTS ON. (which is really annoying because I usually can’t sleep with the lights on)

I think about it when I am alone.

And it scares the hell out of me.

I get goosebumps.

I think I am paranoid.

I have to get myself really tired before bed time – so I will just sleep continuously – so I won’t wake up in the middle of the night and start thinking about it again.

ONE PIECE OF ADVICE:

THOSE WHO HAVEN’T SEEN IT -

DO NOT WATCH IT!!!

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P.S.

This is why I do not watch Horror Films.

I used to love Horror Movies in Grade School – Then I dreamed about it – And from then on I never watch one.

I just got curious about “Paranormal Activity” – so I took the risk of watching a Horror Film again.

And it turn out to be a bad thing.

I Miss The Stars!!!

I had been thinking about the stars for about a week now.

So it is official!!

Oh! No! not Celebrities-slash- Stars!! But Stars -Stars!! Real Stars.

This photo of the stars is a little exaggerated, But most likely resembles the one I saw.

The last time I saw so many stars in the sky was  in Grade School.

10 or more years ago….so long…

I remember the feeling of happiness soaring high as I looked up the sky.

IT WAS FULL OF STARS!!!

Big Stars….

Small Stars…..

The sky is crowded with Stars..(I ain’t exaggerating)

The reason the stars were really really crowded according to ME was because our whole Region went Black-Out.

Philippines has 17 regions.

So, the 1/17 part of the country is on Black-OUT….

I miss that DAY!

That is the only day I wasn’t pissed of Black-Out.

I even had a stiffed neck the next day

because I can’t really put my head down.

You won’t even need lights!!!

Because the Stars acted as light bulbs on the road….

(Can you believe that?)…

The Consequence of being a LEADER

OOOooppppps!!!!

Watch OUT!

LONG POST AHEAD!!

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I’ve been watching a Korean Drama entitled “Queen Seon-deok”, and it possesses many lessons about power and leadership. This is what I learned:

“A leader’s first priority is the safety and welfare of his people. If you are a leader, you should do everything in your power to help your people, even if it requires you to lose something valuable to yourself (even losing the one you love). A great leader has a selfless love. A great leader can sacrifice himself for his people. That is the role of a noble leader.”

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I wanted to share this on my post because not many people understand or see the sacrifices made by his leader.

I had been blessed to experienced being a team/group/project leader many times in school since Grade School to College. And always I ask myself “Was I a good leader?”. I can pretty much say I am and was a lenient leader. I can  sacrifice my time and effort, but sometimes……..sometimes….(why do i keep hearing objections???)…sometimes……..okay!!!!!!….most of the time, I indulge my group to just spend time on leisure and just do tasks later….. Now that is irresponsible!!..I know…My bad!!!

Okay let’s get to the point..

My father is a leader and I can see how he spends most of his time doing his duty and responsibility to his members.

(i can hear you saying “WHO CARES???… Shut Up!!! I’ll continue my story whether you like it or not)

He even sacrifices the time he could be with his family just to do his responsibility to the organization. In fact, the last time he had gone with us to some place for leisure was when I was 4 or 5 years old. We love to go out, hike, take a long ride, go to resorts and go for a week vacation-but he is always not with us, because he had to stay and do some leader work.

He had sacrificed a lot, lot, lot of things..I know..because I see it.

But always I hear some of his members saying things against my father. So many things…….that even I started doubting his leadership decisions.

Then I ask him about all these things…told him everything I think…

And he told me with this:

“Organizations have similarities with mountains-they have summits.

And those people who are in the summit are the leaders or the top leaders…..

“Haven’t you noticed when you are on top of a mountain

YOU COULD SEE MANY PLACES?

THE VIEW FROM THE TOP IS HUGE AND WIDE….

“Many people may not understand why such decisions are made,

and that is because their vision is limited, they didn’t see the whole story. They don’t know, yet they act as if they know.

They don’t understand, yet they always judge….

“When something seems not right, or something looks really bad,

ALWAYS TRY TO REACH THE SUMMIT OF THAT MOUNTAIN,

so you ‘ll be able to see the beauty that it possess.

Only then you will know.

Only then you will understand.

And only then, a fair decision is possible.”

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(i love my Pa)

PETA looks for Yoon Eun Hye *6/100

What I love doing most is TRACKING CELEBRITY CLOTHES…

Gown and shoes are from GUCCI

$2,400 = Php110,172 (as of 01/18/10)

$990 = Php45,445.95 (as of 01/18/10)

PLUS…. A RACCOON FUR

Are those fur fake or real???

I guess Yoon Eun Hye should better watch out ….

Oh my!!! There goes the PETA…tsk tsk..

The 4th Night I dreamt of SNAKE *5/100

[Time Check: 2:20AM]

I woke up again….

I had a bad dream again…

This is the 4th time I had a dream with snakes…

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FIRST DREAM OF SNAKES -

The first I dream about a talking snake. It was talking to me..{weird}}}

SECOND DREAM OF SNAKES -

The snake BIT me TWICE. The 1st time it bit me, I thought I was dying. But a person told me that I should let the snake bit me again so that the venom will not take effect. So I let it bit me again.

THIRD DREAM OF SNAKES -

This time there are a lot of people with me. I am with my family and relatives – we went to our farm to have a picnic but as we all got out of the car, the field is full of snakes biting all of us a lot – and we go running and kicking the snakes. I got bitten a lot. Then…..I woke up…

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These 3 dreams of snake happen last year, many months ago, but I dream of these 3 consecutively….

And now, today, came the 4th one…..

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FOURTH DREAM OF SNAKE -

Surprisingly this time I dream of snake – I wasn’t afraid of it. I was trying not to move because I saw a snake..but I failed, so – the snake bit me and I kept fighting it. It bit me again, and I kept struggling. It bit several times, and always I fight it by pulling its head out of my skin.

When I couldn’t  get hold of it myself.

I woke up my sister and asked her if she could help me get rid of the snake in my hand. She lend me her hand and let the snake bite her finger….. “Does it hurt?,” I asked. And she responded with “NO.”

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The first 3 times I dream about snake consecutively – I searched the internet of its meaning, because it disturbs me day by day…

It means a lot of things -like, warning, danger ahead, challenge, culprit….blah..blah…blah

—and Honestly, after my 3 dreams of snake, I’ve been into a lot of drama last year [I am not exaggerating..]. . . . .

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Now, I searched again – 4th dream of snake. And it turns out to be a good one…like

“letting the old go and accepting the new because snakes shed their skin”

“for Native Americans it is TRANSFORMATION AND HEALING”

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I am not a fan of superstitious beliefs – but…..
I HOPE THIS IS SOMETHING GOOD…..

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Do you believe in

Dream Interpretations?

SM Pampanga Mall Cashier Fail *4/100

I went shopping today to buy some office supplies that I needed.

And just now, that I am home, I checked the things that I got.

As I am scanning the receipts, my disappointment just soar sky high!

I PAID FOR A VERY EXPENSIVE CALCULATOR

which wasn’t even in my shopping bags. (plus! I don’t even remember me putting a calculator in my cart…..)

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I am devastated!!!

I was so happy when I got home, because I was thinking that I had saved money because I did a good job not buying UNIMPORTANT THINGS WHICH AMUSE ME *like the 4-feet tall crayon which I was holding for 30- minutes, and kept thinking and looking for reasons why I needed to buy that 4-FEET TALL CRAYON*…..

But I was wrong… It was worst…

And I can’t even bring these things back and show the receipt and say “I don’t have the calculator but I had paid for it”  because I have to drive back there and spend more money on gas….. (plus the TIME that I will have to spend again)… Better let it pass….

I am so disappointed right now..

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But I guess I’ll be fine….I learned my lesson… {sigh}}}}

Ants are on Drought??? *3/100

Do you know what bugs me these days????

ANTS…ANTS…ANTS…

I hate ants! I don’t care if they somehow teaches us a lesson!!

They are still bugging me, and I am merciless when it comes to bugs!!!

Ants are really everywhere right now, inside my room…

I already did a “GENERAL CLEANING” – like I did a whole day just cleaning my room and spraying (almost) everything I have with antibacterial spray…

But after a few hours…here they go again circling my glass of WATER!!!

Yes! WATER!

Even ants are on crisis now, they couldn’t get any sweets – so why not settle into water!

I feel pathetically ill – I couldn’t even eat fruits and chips inside my room, because the ants will come join me in just a few seconds…okay..so that’s okay!!!…,,,but WATER???? Now, I need to go downstairs – in the kitchen, just to drink water…

Oh! Snap!

How could I get rid of all of them?

2012 Prophecies *2/100

The 2012 movie created a big controversy and noise about the end of the world. And many prophecies began to show up again to support the 2012 Doomsday.

I made a list of subjects and topics where you could find explanations and prophecies regarding the Doomsday. The list starts here:

1. THE MAYAN CALENDAR

2. The Sybil or The Sybilline Prophecy

3. THE PRIESTESS OF APOLLO (Phytia)

4. I-CHING

(or THE BOOK OF CHANGES)

5. MERLIN

(the real Merlin, not the Merlin from King Arthur)

6. BLACK ELK

(Native American Ghost Dancers)

7. The Hopis

(Ancient Tribe in America)

Hopi Priest

8. THE WEB-BOT PROJECT

(a program which reads the whole internet predicted something cataclysmic will happen in 2012)

9. Pyramids of Egypt

10. FULCANELLI

11. NOSTRADAMUS

(Mitchel de Notradam)

12. THE SECRET SOCIETY OF THE FREEMASONS

13. CHARTRES CATHEDRAL

(and other cathedrals made by the Freemasons)

14. EDGAR CAYCE

(Also known as “The Other Nostradamus” or “The Sleeping Prophet”)

15. THE BIBLE CODE

(a book authored by Michael Drosnin)

16. THE BOOK OF REVELATION

(THE BIBLE)

MY HONEST OPINION:

I enjoyed watching DOOMSDAY PROPHECIES much much more than reading the researches and explanations on it.

The list that I presented here have almost the SAME predictions about DOOMSDAY. Honestly!!! SAME predictions – always pointing to the same end. They always support each predictions, though these prophets were born in different generations, and live in different places.

THEY WERE ALL AMAZINGLY POINTING OR HEADING THE SAME DIRECTION ABOUT DOOMSDAY.

“And at last there is an interference with the Divine. The whole world will be set on fire.” – Nostradamus

All predictions about the ending says something about

• a great fire coming from the heavens
• destruction of cities
• ending of the generation
• starting of a new generation
• great extinction
• alignment of the sun to the central galaxy
• black hole, dark rift
• famine

I understand that my post is BORING – but I really couldn’t find a way to make it NOT BORING. This subject on DOOMSDAY is really BORING indeed…

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The prophecies of these prophets and the decoded codes were all scary because of the cataclysmic events they predicted. So I ain’t going to talk about that further…(because I don’t want to scare you)

MY OTHER POST ABOUT THIS - “2012 END OF THE WORLD”

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Instead, I wanted to show you my CRUSH (lol).

This is Gregg Braden. He is one of the authors and researchers from the Episode of Nostradamus in History Channel.

If he would just cut his hair and shave, he will look more gorgeous than Tom Cruise. Plus HE IS SMARTER too…lol

Fear of the UNKNOWN *1/100

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

(i guess i have to start my post with that..just because…)

I had set up my goals this year already.

I am quite confident that I can achieve all that when I was planning it.

But always, something negative inside me shows up – and I feel fear striking.

I am positive of what I want to achieve and I don’t want to change it again just because they told me to.

I wanted to follow my own path, make my own steps, and most importantly do whatever pleases ME.

I’m just fed up trying to please, and I think it is time to please MYSELF.

I am scared of the unknown.

I’m scared of what this year brings.

I ain’t sure of anything, BUT

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There is one thing that I am very sure of

I know that eventually mockery, maybe angst (lol), and may be minor or major failure awaits me – BUT I WILL STRUGGLE. I will keep on struggling till I am what I want to be.

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RISE AND SHINE PEOPLE!

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P.S.

I updated my blog post EARLY NEW YEAR’S RESOLUTION

and today i just posted my 1/100 blog posts for this year…